Im fcking pissed off with myself.
Let it go .
Urghhhh !!
damn ass la...
Why its always have to b tis complicated.
4 mths n we still this way .
fight.fight .fight .fight.
den back together.
damn it la .
fck u la.
i hate myself.

Hey hey hey hey ~

Hmm ..
I can't believe that i can make that decision
to leave you ..
I 'm sorry .
Yesterday is the most sweetest things you ever did .
You asked me out
N bring me
to the place that have lots of memories of us.
Kallang river ..
Like you said to me
That is the first place where
you bring me to date
n yesterday seems like the final time
we going there ..
*sobsob*
It totally bring back the memories when we sit there ..
You told me abt ur family
n how you will still support
everything i do
eventhough we no longer together as a couple..

The msg ..
You text me aft tat whether is there still chance for us to be back together.
But ,
I just replied i dont think so ..
I broke down.
Baby
u knw its damn hard for me to make that decisions
especially when u told me tat ur x contact you .
I tried my best not to let my emotions control me ..
I missed u
I still love u thats for sure
but i can't be with you .
thats the best decisions for us .
Sometimes i want to call u n come back to u
but i cant let history repeat itself .
Enough said.
Its better we become friends .

P/S; you'realwaysinmymind.

I don't know who to TRUST,
urggggghhhh!!
i wrongly accused my boyfie .
damn u nigga ..
And he's fucking mad with me now .
But what should i do
seriously ..
I'm tired of fighting .

Darling im so so sori ..
I didn't mean to accuse u .
but ..
im sori :(

What can i say ..
my life is effing complicated ..
one point of time im leaving you
n next im back with you ..
How am i leaving you
wen u're too hard to resist.
How am i gonna put in words abt us
that is sure not working out .
I just can't
Every time we meet up
i just can't bring myself
to let out everything
that is in my mind .
It just hard for me to trust you .
All the words u say
All the things u do
seems to be lie.
Im not sure when is the time
you speaking the truth
wen u can lie almost to everyone including ur family ..
That night .
I've come to the decisions
that im gonna leave
that this the last time i'll be in your house
the last time im seeing you ..
But as im running away from you
you're trying to make things right
but still not enough .
Like i say
our relationship is not like any other couples.
Our's just full of pain n lies.
But a bit of happiness ..
Should i give you another chance
or shall i just leave you
I still not sure .
Like many ppl say
why must i still stick with u
wen there's a lot of guys
which i can choose
I just can't answer .
You mark my heart
but u break it hard.
You choose lust over love .
And you just don't even care my feelings.
Contacting other girls
when you with me
How the hell should i feel .
Baby ,
grab me bfr u lose me .
I just can't afford to make another mistakes ..
I've gone thru alot with u
I've sacrifice anything for you
But do you appreciate it?
Do you even care ?

I just want a happy relationship .

Condolences to their family..
Its unexpected ..
They gone too soon ..
eventhough im not that close with them
but
they still my friends..
That shows how short life is .
We too engrossed with our daily lifestyle
tat we forget
abt GOD.
We forget the things
that we shudnt do .
We forget our motives in life.

Semoga roh mereka di kalangan org2 yg beriman .
Amin ..

How i wished i could turn back time.
How i wished i dont have to make decisions.
How i wished i dont regret in my decisions.
How i wished i dont miss u .
How i wished i could repeat the story of me n u.


But..


Its over .I guess.
Reckless in making decisions.
But i can't afford
to disappoint my loves one,
that always concern when im with u .
I've promised them
I'll leave u .
They can see the bad things in u
but i can't
I guess love got me blinded .

But

i never regret in loving you .
And i know im stupid .

istillloveubutihvtoleaveu


Imissu.ohgod.