I don't know who to TRUST,
urggggghhhh!!
i wrongly accused my boyfie .
damn u nigga ..
And he's fucking mad with me now .
But what should i do
seriously ..
I'm tired of fighting .

Darling im so so sori ..
I didn't mean to accuse u .
but ..
im sori :(

What can i say ..
my life is effing complicated ..
one point of time im leaving you
n next im back with you ..
How am i leaving you
wen u're too hard to resist.
How am i gonna put in words abt us
that is sure not working out .
I just can't
Every time we meet up
i just can't bring myself
to let out everything
that is in my mind .
It just hard for me to trust you .
All the words u say
All the things u do
seems to be lie.
Im not sure when is the time
you speaking the truth
wen u can lie almost to everyone including ur family ..
That night .
I've come to the decisions
that im gonna leave
that this the last time i'll be in your house
the last time im seeing you ..
But as im running away from you
you're trying to make things right
but still not enough .
Like i say
our relationship is not like any other couples.
Our's just full of pain n lies.
But a bit of happiness ..
Should i give you another chance
or shall i just leave you
I still not sure .
Like many ppl say
why must i still stick with u
wen there's a lot of guys
which i can choose
I just can't answer .
You mark my heart
but u break it hard.
You choose lust over love .
And you just don't even care my feelings.
Contacting other girls
when you with me
How the hell should i feel .
Baby ,
grab me bfr u lose me .
I just can't afford to make another mistakes ..
I've gone thru alot with u
I've sacrifice anything for you
But do you appreciate it?
Do you even care ?

I just want a happy relationship .

Condolences to their family..
Its unexpected ..
They gone too soon ..
eventhough im not that close with them
but
they still my friends..
That shows how short life is .
We too engrossed with our daily lifestyle
tat we forget
abt GOD.
We forget the things
that we shudnt do .
We forget our motives in life.

Semoga roh mereka di kalangan org2 yg beriman .
Amin ..

How i wished i could turn back time.
How i wished i dont have to make decisions.
How i wished i dont regret in my decisions.
How i wished i dont miss u .
How i wished i could repeat the story of me n u.


But..


Its over .I guess.
Reckless in making decisions.
But i can't afford
to disappoint my loves one,
that always concern when im with u .
I've promised them
I'll leave u .
They can see the bad things in u
but i can't
I guess love got me blinded .

But

i never regret in loving you .
And i know im stupid .

istillloveubutihvtoleaveu


Imissu.ohgod.

Back .. Blogging.

Yeah i knw its jus a few weeks together n its over.
wat cn u expect .
2times break/patch thingy .
And tis time round its for real .
We breaking up for gd.

Friends?
Aha.
I dont knw bout tat.
I wan to but
I dont knw how to .
its hard
wen u been all lovey dovey
n suddenly u hv to cross the line
n keep in mind
tat we are no longer together .
well well well ..
wat more can i say ..
i still love you .
n will wait for u .
And i know its a stupid thing
but no one understand it
more than i do .

it's still early to say it .
But i love u .
Paranoid .
But i kicked it away.
L.o.v.e
What it stands for?
yeah like everyone say
it is always sweet at the beginning of everything
n the the end of it
was yet to know.
Well oh well
lets enjoy the part of it first .