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Well my first blog of the day.hehe.
hmm.Well many things has been going around my life.
I'm not really sure what I'm up to.
Well true i got to know many guys
But none suits my heart.
Sometimes people tends to think that I'm a playgirl
But I'm not.
I'm just trying to feel up the emptiness in my life.
Is it wrong?
I don't think so.
But in the process of it,
I realized something.
I dont feel any happiness at all.
What do I need more?
Why must I do all this?
Is this me?
I don't know.
I know I have hurt n fool around with a few guys heart.
But I can't do anything.
If I have to take care every guys heart,
whose gonna take care mine?
NO one can.
And seriously rite at this moment
I'm missing someone.
I missed out on this guy whom trying to gain my trust and love.
True I'm weak when it comes to love.
Why can't I see that he is the one for me?
I have doubt on him at first.
Yeah I know its weird cos we have not meet yet.
We only contact through msg,calls n msn.
Yeah i know I'm gambling with my hearts.
But he just been there when i need advise.
He just been there to support me emotionally.
I used to say to myself that I wont fall in love with him.
But I'm wrong.
Day by day he proves to me he wants to be there for me.
N when i get to know new guys
I've forget him for awhile.
I know what I do is wrong.
But arggh!!
What a mistakes.
I not a flirt like u all think.
Aniway
I missed him tats for sure.
But what can I do?
Yeah you guys can say "Lala go n make the first moves"
But hw?
I'm having this ego n negative thinking about the outcomes.
I'm trying hard to moved on
but its hard.
Some even say "You just confused"
Yeah hell its true.
I'm just confused.
I don't know
what am I doing.
Damm.
I just wished HE can grant my wish.

Lala♥