Jyeah gonna meet up the Rascals
At dhoby ghaut.
Damn I'm confused
not sure
which to follow.
hahaha.
To Fiqq
Get well soon aite.
Haiya if he's not sick
with me.
haiz~

K gonna celebrate countdown with dhil
She gonna tag ayam along,
Den me gonna tag dunno which one
to choose hahahaha.
just wait n see lor!
Ecarr gonna miss all the fun seh
miss her though.!
Happy working darl!

Haiz~

My mum just got retrenched.
Stress lioa.
I don't know wat i should react.
I'm really all worn out.
Feel weak.
Feel like crying.
Feel like shouting.
All money money money.
Damn it.
I pity my mum
cos she has to pay my grans bills
N now she's not working,
tats mean most of it
I have to pay,
but only my house bill lah
This month only
I have to give her extra money
$85-previous bills
$130-this month bills
$100-I owe my mom

Well life isn't that easy
as I thought.
Hmm.
Stress,Tension.
Ape aku mepek nie.
haiyo.

Kkk.
Sorilah I have to lie
cos I dont have any feelings for
you ,E_ _ _
Yucks.
You leave a bad impression
on our first meet.
I hate you when you do that to me
Come on where your respect
for me?
Nabe.
I trully hate you right now.
When I say shut up
N stop
I mean it.
So just forget everything
N get lost.
Even though its a small matter
but I just don't like you.
I dont have any feelings for you.
Sorry cos I have to lie to
you that I'm attached.
I hope you leave me alone.
N get a life desperate
So long goodbye.
(mcm lagu)
hahaha.

Well met up with the threesome.
Shisha-ing
AGAIN!
Fun okay
Thks Dhil for the treat
Aku syg ko lots lots.
hahahaa.
N coincidencely i bump into
Fiqq-giler.
Haha.
Its kinda funny
cos I just got to know him yesterday
N "boom"
there he is at haji lane.
Lol.
We were just seating beside
his group haha
weird
I didn't really recognized him
But he the one who make the first move.
Haha.
So we joked ard,talk craps
the four of us.
He's kind-a cute.
hahahaha.
Korang diam.
N yeah have this uncle,
who is so thick-skinned
And i dont like him
sit wit us n talk
den he ask lots of question
this n that
n end up my wedges he eat it all up.
Nabe.
hahaha
Gonna celebrate New Year's Eve
with him
n dhil
n his friends.
But nt confirm yet.
due to some reasons.
(him not me)
haha.
k here's the pics enjoy!

Well here my new blog skin.
Cool ain't it.
hahaha.
been hours for me to get it done.
Well I like it alot.
Especially the music player.
hahaha.
Dont jealous hor.
For navigation
pls click on the colour paper at the sides
>>>>>
See it?
Click on it.
all the 5 colours
Cool rite..
k enjoy bye.
Went out meet up with A_ _ D
First time meet him.
Wander around
Nowhere to go.
Hangout at his house.
Watch movie.
Blablabla.
Den we head to bt batok
buy 'lobang' cigarettes
Den head home.
Thats it for my Saturday.
Oh ya gonna watch movie with him
tis new year eve.
A treat which i wont say 'NO'
free sape tk nk.
haha.
Still waiting for the rascals
for the plan on that day.
But 100% confident
going countdown with dhil
N whoever .
So peeps beep me if want to
to go countdown with me.
Strictly for singles only.
HAHA.
*no offence*

Lala♥

Nothing to do.
Bored to death.
No more diarrhoe
but there's still a bit of cramp.
lol.
I'm feel like eating brownies.
haaha.
Damn.
Have to eat PLAIN porridge.
haiyoo.
so bored sia.

Mum went out.
And bought me
Murtabak AYAM!
Delicious.
Yum-yum.
Tmr off.
Gonna spend my day with my family.
Its been a long time
since I went out with my family,
haiz~
Feel like changing blog skin again,
hahaha.
But i love this one
its green!!!!!
hahahaha
lol

Well Ecarr stay over at my huse till

5 am
Den she's gone to meet up with
Mr'Changi'
(aku tk tau name die lah)
ahaha
Well bfr she go off,
we mange to snap some stupid pictures.
hahaha.
haha.
After she's gone,
I manage to catch my 3 hr sleep.
bfr i go to work.
Damn.
Really tired.
Reached work,
restless,
diarrhoe is killing me.
Argh.
Manage to get 1 hr sleep at work.
After was told to go home
since im not feeling well.
So get MC
for 2 days.
Yippee.
After the 2 days is my off day
HAHAHA!
Best!
I loike.
muahahaha.
Well guess what
the doctor prescribed me
with 6 different kind of pills.
OMG!

LOSEC 20MG(ZIMOR)
PROTEXIN
ULTRACARBON(CHARCOAL)
MEDOCALUM(APO-CHLORAX)
LOPERAMIL
REPALYTE(ORS)
Tuh due ekor mesti tau ubat2 nie.hahaha

Well met up with dhil and ecarr
Hang out.
ok lah.
Been raining.
Now Ecarr a my huse
waiting for her fren to come
cos she hanging out with them.

Damn it
I'm not feeling too good
about my stomach.
been feeling this uneasiness
for 2 days already.
Argh!
Painpainpain!!!!
damn it

well gtg moffos !!!!nites
upload pics nxt time bah

Well met up with so called
my financial planner
And what ever she say to me is true
I have to think about my future
n start to save up.
Hmm
it ring an alarm in my head.

After that I met up with my 'sister'
CHERI!!!!
Damn it I missh her soo much sia.
So i made a trip doen to Sengkang
Just to meet her
since I'm meeting my friend late.
Well lots of things to catch up.
Had dinner with her.
Den wandering aimlessly at the mall
Compass Point.
(gonna upload the pics soon)

After that met up with Q_ _
Damn he's going Kl for 5 days sia.
And kinda of enjoy the night with him
Happy,Amused
when im with him
I know his not perfect.
Not the typical kind of "ideal"man
due to his feature.
But thats not important for me.
All I see is how sincere
as well as his heart towards me.
There's lots of stuff we covered
The past and future.
I know people will say
I deserve someone
who is way better looking than him
But i dont care.
All I know is he care about me
N dont really care abt my past.
Thats what I appreciate a lot.
but somehow I feel bad cos
I can't trust him 100%
whereas for him
he gave his trust 100% to me.
But I just can't give him that
N he knows the reason y
N all he have to say
take all the time that I need
by all means.
And what touch my heart
is he tells me the truth about something
that make me thing
whether im ready to go through all
those things if it really happens.
Somehow I feel shock and at the
same time
sad.
But it make me think whether
I'm well prepared
for all those.
I dont want at the end of the day
when i give my all to him
And the things that we both
fear will really happen
And I'm just scared.
Argh shit.
I'm starting to ....
Damn it!

BTW DHIL IS BACK.
I loike!
HAHA.
Met up tmr yeah darl.
*wink-wink*

Well not in good mood.
Damn fed-up with that someone.
Nabe!
Controlling my temper.
Not sure why today im so emotional.
ARGH!!
Feel like crying for no reason-_-
And he nvr told me abt it
until im on the phone with him just now.
(since we didnt meet just now)
Oh gosh!
If i know earlier
I would die2 say im wanna meet him
shit!
Our work schedule is so clash that
its hard for us to meet up.
ARGH!!!
Nvrm hope tmr we are able to meet up.
Hope so!
>ecarr if u happen to read this
Shut up ur big damn fcking mouth
hahaha

Saturday`

Slack with Ecarr
after work.
Went to Marina Barrage.
Ok lah.
No Dhil.
hmm.
Den bump into Ecarr fren,Erni.
E jugak lol.
N it happened that Ernie
n her peeps had a van
so we took a hitch together.
Den head to town.
Argh the very last place
i wished to go.
Hate town so much.
Too many ppl.
Can't stand the heat.
blablaabla.
Oh yeah met Ayu at my workplace.
Miss her so much though,
haaiz.
Well when hanging out with
Erni frens,
there was this cute guy among them
DAMN CUTE N SWEET LOOKING!!!!
argh member cair dok!
haha.
Ecarr aku nk!!!!
hahahahhaa
jk.
So head to city hall back to take train
So here i am blogging.
K peeps gtg.
Sayonara!

Met up with dhil today.
Help her find shirts
for her 6 days trip to KL.
Walioa
6 DAYS SEH!!!!!
Pass my black nail polish.
Ecarr didn't join
tired working till closing yesterday.
-_-
Well thot of following that
gay boy to vivo
to shop for his shirt
but too lazy to join
so no.
haha.
lol.
But he want to treat me seh.
walioa miss my chance ishk!
lol
K nothing else to update
BYE MOFFOS!

Work~
People getting on my nerve.
Relax.
But arghh dont give a damn too
that woman.
lol.
Well had to go to Lot 1
to send some stuff
to my fren frens.
lol.
Motion sickness
Due to the cab ride
lol.

And yeah playing new game
tonight after i dwnld
the game
called
audition.
Dance game.
cool!!

nites moffos!

Oh well
work~
Cheri last day.
Sad
Emotional.
but still gonna stay in contact with her.
She the best sister i ever had.

miss ya sis!

hangout~
Well met up with threesome.
AGAIN.
haha.
lol.
yet another laughter.
yet another smile.
yet another jokes.
lol.
wth.
Here's the pics as usual!

Lala♥

Had my menses.
sucks big time.
damn it.
arghh.
Dhil gonna be away.
Shoots.
My sis at work is gone by tmr.
Tmr is her last day
*sob-sob*
haiz~\
damn.
Oh yeah on the way home
bump into my cuzz
haha.
she was crying with her boyf
omg.
lol
wth
I just dont give a damn.
Well tmr gonna hangout with dhil
bfr she go off to kl.
haiya!

Alright Zoukout was rather fun
Went there with e-carr,faten and raz.
Met ecarr friends there.
Hang ard with them.
Funny!
I've to said.
Make a whole lots of new friends.
And met my online friend-Q

Well have to admit his friend
is much more better looking than him
muahahaha.
lol.
And yeah Dhil can't make it:(
damn sad.
NO threesome on that day.
Well had afew drinks.
Beer,Vodka,Chivas
Haha.
ANd yeah got myself a cuts
*sob~sob*
Okey just take a look at the pics.

Sunday~
Sleepover at E-carr cribs.
Reach home at 10.
And guess what
We've been trying to get a cab
from 630am-9am
BUT
there isn't any cabs that is available.
Booking a cab isn't easy afterall.
Chibbs!
Really flair up!
Well at nite went out with aky-ecarr n his frens!
Den head home sleep like a pig!
And still not enough sleep.
haiz~