Confused~
Tuesday, September 29, 2009, it's 11:05 PM.
How i wished i can let out everything here...
I really do..
Hmm . .
there's many i want to let out
but i can't.
No one can understand my situation
No.One.
Seriously.
i'm too young for "this"
but i dont tink so
I'm ready to settle dwn i guess.
But
Status of it.
Age of it.
Background of it.
I really dont knw .
How bout my family acceptance of it.
Will it be gd in future?
I hv no idea seriously.
I'm jus scared i make a wrong decision.
bye.
Shucks~
Saturday, September 26, 2009, it's 2:44 AM.
Feels like shit.
I can't sleep .
Insomnia!
I wanna call ppl
but my ppd is low.
And i hate it damn F-Tut very much .
GRRR!!
And menses add on to it.
seriously !
bye swagger.
Selamat Hari Raya
Sunday, September 20, 2009, it's 9:18 PM.
Selamat Hari Raya
to everyone..
Maaf zahir dan batin ..
lau terkasar bahasa harap di maaf kn yah..
Went to Geylang on the eve of raya..
one word.
PACK.
But it was a great bargain we got there..
k bye.
Sick`
Thursday, September 17, 2009, it's 7:24 PM.
Having flu,sore throat n diarrhoe..
Get 2 days MC..
lol .
And im freaking bored..
K ..
I really miss _____________
Its hard to get it out of my head.
k bye.
Erase & Rewind
Tuesday, September 15, 2009, it's 12:55 AM.
Forget the times he walked by,
Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name,
Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend,
Remember now he's just your friend
Let out~
Monday, September 14, 2009, it's 1:24 AM.
Was out ystd with my Bestie..
She bring me over to Flyover..
Felt way much better..
Let out everyting there ..
She just so swit..
been there for me no matter wat..
love her loads..
Aft that met up with peeps..
went bowling.
learn driving.
go for our supper.
Den home.
Not enuf sleep ..
It really hurts when you expected so much more
from the person you once loved so much.
i didnt expect that word would be from u.
Seriously ..
out of so many words
y must tat been said to me.
its really disheartening.
Eventhough i say i act as if i dont give a damn
with wat u say to me.
but deep down
it hurts
hurts so bad.
Yeah ppl keep on telling me
to move on
but its easier to be said than done.
And i dont know why
i can't make myself hate u .
U meant so much to me
but i tink its time
for me to put a stop to everyting.
too much tears ive cried.
too much ego
too much misunderstanding,
I;m trying hard to get it off my head.
but it seems hard..
oh god.
BIK!!
Thursday, September 10, 2009, it's 9:29 PM.
I MISS MY BESTIE N BBY GALS!!
i need her hug!! :(
Idonthinkineedyoutosaythosewordstome
amnotgivingup
buttryingtomoveon..
bye.
Date'
Wednesday, September 9, 2009, it's 10:58 PM.
What's your dream date gonna be ?
hmm
i knw its random ..
but
its been going ard my mind for days..
hahaha
been asking ard abt it ..
Hmm ..
intersting ..
Me..
Wat i've always wanted is
someone who will bring me on date..
Eating oreo cheesecakes while watching sunset..
K i knw its bullshit..
but thinking of it
isn't it swwwwiit??
hmm
haha..
k ppl
cheers :)
Carik Kutu `
Saturday, September 5, 2009, it's 11:33 PM.
Friday n Sat.
Met up with the ppl ..
Hang ard at holland v..
Till late nite rite aft work ..
Promised mum by 130 will be hm ..
But drag till 330.
haha..
Sat..
Midnite movie.
Final Destination 3D
Was fun watching with the peeps.
haha
13 ppl conquer the theater..
haha..
Damnnn CHAOS!!
Suppppperrrr...
At Jln kayu..
and home sweet not home..
Love ppl!
